Oleander Lost Cause

even if we say we do, it don't mean that we will

it don't mean that we're going to

even if we say we'll try it don't mean

that we'll have the opportunity

all this time weighed out unrefined

twisted and unkind. all mine

all this pain suddenly arranged

a relationship that i've denied

my backs against the wall

i stumble and fall down

sometimes i scream

I'm scratchin' at my head

I'd rather be dead than not in your arms

in your arms, in your arms

even if we say we do it don't mean that we will

it don't mean that we're going to

even if we say i'll try it don't mean

that we'll have the opportunity

my backs against the wall

i stumble and fall down

sometimes i scream

i'm scratchin' at my head

i'd rather be dead than not

in your arms, in your arms, in your arms

my backs against the wall

i stumble and fall down

and sometimes i scream

my backs against the wall

i stumble and fall down

sometimes i scream

i'm scratchin' at my head

i'd rather be dead than not

in your arms, in your arms, in your arms

my backs against the wall

i stumble and fall down

and sometimes i scream